Back Again

So here I am again.
I tried the blog thing last year while planning The Wedding, but it got away from me. Aside from the actual plans - the things some of you needed to know to get and/or stay here - I either couldn't find the time, or more likely, I couldn't put my thoughts into words I felt I could share with many people. Planning The Wedding was the third worst experience of my life (it's making it's way to 4th place right now, but that's another story...) I had so much anxiety and experienced so much heartbreak that it was simply just too hard to let my thoughts and feelings loose. Maybe I should have, maybe it would have helped me cope. But I didn't.
But now I will (try).
I have all these things I need to get out of my head - and I'm hoping this time around letting it out really will help me cope, calm down - chill, if you will. But right now I'm literally chilling - freezing cold - and need to go find a sock. Just one because I'm not going to the trouble of taking off my bone stimulator and boot just to put a sock on my right foot. So I'm off to search for one sock - while thinking about where to begin that part of the story...